-I got * the ~ moves - like * -Jagger~

-idobelieveinfairiesidoido:

*holds onto him tightly, looking up at him with glassy eyes* I don’t have a Daddy anymore, I don’t have a Mama or a Daddy. Who’s going to love me, Sweeney? I did everything a daughter was suppose to do, I was good. What did I do wrong?

Nothing, sometimes these things just happen, to wonderful people like you who don’t deserve it. You’re not all alone Fawn, all your friends love you. It’s not the same but it’s better than nothing. And I care about you very much, you know you can come to me for anything.

-idobelieveinfairiesidoido:

I just saw him…*runs into Sweeney wrapping her arms around him tightly, holding back tears* But he isn’t here, is he?

*it no longer surprises him when she does this* *strokes her hair* No, I’m sorry hun.

(Source: -idobelieveinfairiesidoido)

-idobelieveinfairiesidoido:

B-but…he was right there, like I could almost touch him.

Fawn, pet are you okay?

nurselexous:

Her nerves eased up as seconds continued to pass. The pace that everything was going so far was a good one, and she didn’t feel any pressure to continue, which she appreciated. “Mmm hmm,” she replied quietly to his question, her eyes closing in response to his current actions. “I’m okay,”  she muttered quietly as she buried her hand in his head, massaging his scalp in the process. The main reason why she wasn’t responding in any way was because she didn’t know what she should do. Obviously she had no experience in this area, so she wasn’t really sure what she should be doing and what she shouldn’t be.

“Okay. You say, if anything is… too much.” He replied softly, kissing her, managing for the time being to be calm, to just hold her and kiss her, not vying for anything. Well sure, he kissed her jawline a little, might have bitten her earlobe a little, might smooth a hand down her stomach just about not too far. He was doing his best to be good, really.

(Source: doctor-jake)

nurselexous:

Lex’s arms wrapped firmly around his neck when he returned the kiss, mostly because she didn’t know what else to do with her hands, and she was afraid that a simple touch would cause things to move way too fast. If this was really going to happen, she wanted to savor every second of it. She didn’t want it to be rushed or hurried or anything like that. She wanted everything to be perfect. She gasped when she was no longer sitting on his lap on the couch, but now being carried and placed on his bed. One hand went back on the mattress to support herself while the other was buried in Jake’s hair, pulling him on top of her. Once she was securely on the bed, both hands found the side of his face, pulling him closer to her. This time when she moaned, it wasn’t as quiet as before. She broke the kiss for a second to take a breath, her head falling back on the pillow underneath her.

She seemed to have other ideas and he raised himself up accordingly, onto the bed, leaning on one arm as he kissed her, but let her pull back. It wasn’t as if she could go far, after all. He kissed her throat softly and murmured. “Alright?” He was aware that the possibility of her deciding it was all a little too much, too suddenly, stil remained. He really wanted her to know it was alright, that it was all up to her and if she didn’t want to do something then to just not. His free hand ran lightly up and down her side, from her ribs to her hip, just enjoying the feel of her so close, trying to slow himself down.

(Source: doctor-jake)

nurselexous:

When he silenced her with another kiss, the faintest moan escaped her lips as the kiss deepened. Was she nervous? Absolutely. The thought of sexual intercourse had never crossed her mind until she was with Jake, and everyday they were together the thoughts would cross her mind more and more as each day passed. Of course her nerves got in the way, and she didn’t like being a tease to him when her actions were extremely unintentional. But she couldn’t fight the fact that she wanted the same thing that he did. She trusted him to make her first time special and amazing and everything she had hoped for. She closed her eyes when his lips began to trail down her jaw again, a small smile appearing on her lips. Her eyes opened when he spoke, and she couldn’t help the shiver that ran down her spine at his tone. Her heart began beating faster, her nerves kicking in overtime now. She pulled back and placed her hand on his cheek, slowly pulling him closer to her. “I don’t want you to stop,” she barely whispered against his lips before kissing him again.

He was pretty sure no six words strung together had ever been as appealing to him as those were. He kissed her firmly, both arms going around her because it helped supress the temptation to put his hands on her, when they were safely anchored at her hips. He couldn’t help it, he wanted to touch her, taste her, know her, know what her face looked like when she came and exactly what would get her there. And now he was actually allowed, he wasn’t sure what to do. He couldn’t just let go, he still had to be careful with her. Just because they were having sex it didn’t mean she wasn’t still the pure perfect princess she’d always been. He was getting pretty tired of the confines of the couch and stood, holding her up with relative ease, and walking them to her bed, lowering her to the bed and himself onto his knees in front of her.

(Source: doctor-jake)

nurselexous:

“Umm…” she stammered as he kissed down her jawline ever so slowly. It was torture. Painfully pleasurable torture. Her hand gripped the front of his shirt, unsure of where to hold onto him. Her other hand gripped his shoulder, and a gasp escaped her lips when she felt his hands pull her up against him. “I don’t know,” she finally answered, her voice shaky and breathless.

He laughed a little again, just kissing her on the mouth again by way of answer. God he wanted her, had wanted her for what felt like the longest time, and she seemed tonight so much more receptive than usual. Sure there was that ill-advised little tryst on the break room table, but other than that he could always feel her holding back a little. He understood, he really did. But it didn’t do anthing to stem his impulses, let’s face it. And he was having a particularly tough time stemming them right now, with her body against him, her hands encouraging every move he made. When he’d kissed all the way along her jaw he bit very gently on her earlobe and murmured. “If you’re going to ask me to stop, now rather than later would be good.” He had been trying to sound apologetic. That faintly dirty tone had been entirely an accident.

(Source: doctor-jake)

nurselexous:

The look that he gave her after she pulled away caused her stomach to do flips, and she blinked a few times before his lips found their way to her own again. She allowed the kiss to deepen this time, her free hand finding his cheek and pulling him closer to her. She would never understand how his kisses could do such unexplainable things to her. Or his touch, which was occupying her lower back at the moment. Everything he did seemed to leave her breathless and in a daze. When she was with him, she felt no limitations or barriers or anything. There wasn’t a barrier up whenever she was with him. Maybe it was because she knew that she could be safe with him and knew that she wouldn’t be hurt if she was with him. She pulled back after a while, feeling like she was being improper at that moment, for whatever odd reason. “Sorry,” she whispered quietly as their noses touched, a blush evident on her cheeks.

He laughed very softly, almost soundlessly, when she spoke. “What for?” He kissed along her jaw slowly, letting his teeth graze the skin just a little. He knew he shouldn’t, he knew if she moved even a little from her exact position he could potentially have a bit of a… problem, but he couldn’t help himself and wrapped his arm fully around her slim waist to pull her flush up against him.

(Source: doctor-jake)

nurselexous:

She smiled a bit when she felt his hands rubbing her back, and she smiled even more when he spoke next. She still couldn’t understand how she was lucky enough to end up in a relationship with someone as wonderful as him, but she wasn’t complaining. She pulled away enough so that she could look at him. “And you’re a brilliant man who doesn’t give himself enough credit,” she smiled before giving him a kiss on the lips. She didn’t realize how long it had been since they actually kissed on the lips until she pulled away and missed the feel of his lips on her own.

See, damnation, now he’d actually admitted he had to listen to her when she said things like that, he could no longer make snarky remarks about himself in response. So, for once in his chatterbox life, he held his tongue. Well, that and his tongue was busy. But she pulled back far too soon for his liking and when she did he just looked at her for a moment, stunned by her (not a rare occurence) and having forgotten what they were even talking about. He threaded a hand into her hair and kissed her again, a little more purposefully than hers had been, his other hand at the small of her back and now still, holding her there.

(Source: doctor-jake)